Mood Swings, Emotions and Music to Calm

Emotions is described in many different ways. You can be happy, you can be sad, mad, joyful, etc. My emotion everyday is just trying to be positive and try to be happy. Seems like when i have that motto, someone always have to come along and ruin it.
Mood Swings people like to describe as being "bi-polar" but it is not. Poeple have up and down moods but in my eyes mostly downs but it all goes along with life. When I have mood swings, it can often cause an amount of stress on me because I worry about "nonimportant things".Everyday I will have a different mood, you omay think I'm bi-polar but far from.
One thing that is happily to calm me down when these happen is my music. Music is everythinh to me. When I'm mad, I can depend on music to be there for me. Its just like my second boyfriend, knows how to get me back on track, and puts me in another zone. Its like meditation for me. MUSIC MAKES ME HAPPY. 

"A felt a funeral..... In my BRAIN"

The poem "I felt a funeral.. In my Brain" by Emily Dickson is very knowledging and unique. I can tell by the title of the poem that she seemed kind of brain dead. She describes the feeling of how her head was feeling. " A service, like a drum-- kept beating--beating-- til I thought -- My mind was going numb". (lines 6-8)
This is how she explained the feelings. When one place goes numb it feels like the whole arm or leg, ect is going to feel the same. So it doesn't just effect one part. I know no one enjoy the feeling of a drum just beating in your head like a monkey going crazy trying to get his banana, keey hopping and hopping around. Its like a headache that will not go away.

my feelings about poems

I feel that poems are very expressing and telling people what you feel and how it happened in very different words. I truely love the form of poems and how you can relate them. I write poems because I have a lot to say and want to say it very short. Its like sugar coating certain things. But many poets have different sense about poetry. You can have peotry that rhymes or that don't. But either way you are saying how you feel or your veiw of people or things. The title of a poem doesn't HAVE to match the exact poem.
When I am writing a poem, it is going to be from how I feel about things or something that just came off the top of my head. I write as I think. I try to write poems that rhyme or have a meaning of why I'm writing .